If I had the chance to choose again,

I’d lift my chin up higher.

I’d face the fear with much less shame,

Admit my hearts desire.

I’d side-eye all the voices,

Instead of lock my gaze

With those who fed me stories

About my future days.

I’d laugh at all the stupid things

They said I’d never do,

And walk right out of there

Instead of follow through.

If I had the chance to choose again,

I’d breathe a little slower,

And face the next nine months with joy,

Count down to October.

I’d ask for help with open arms,

Refuse to keep you secret.

And tell him he could come or go,

I’d chosen I would keep it. 

I’d feel the things I couldn’t feel,

And share the burden too,

Because your life was precious,

And I know I would choose you.

If I had the chance to choose again,

I’d be a bit more brave.

I’d face the world and all it’s lies,

Instead of dig your grave.

I’d fight with all the strength I have,

To make them see your worth,

And tell you that I love you

When we met upon your birth.

I’d kiss your fingers and your toes,

I’d memorize your face,

If I had the chance to choose again,

Your life I would embrace.